identity

  • Drifting thoughts from the coffee shop’s balcony

    The road carries the hum of recent rain today. A populace quietly going about its business, rubber rolling on damp bitumen, a gentle tide washing in and out.

    A few days ago the sun was hot, stinging the skin. Today, passing snippets of conversation speak of the cold, whilst tucking hoods close on the backs of their necks. A liminal day. The present, the ‘now’, hanging loosely between past and future, hovering before ‘next’.

    Days like this, my identity shifts and slips with the weather. The self I have been is grieving. I cannot quite hear the self I will become. But the light drifting in and out from behind the clouds reminds me she is waiting.

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  • Fortified Against

    What wonder Mother’s handbag 
    that Tardis-like hold

    From band-aids to magnifiers 
    a torch for the night; 
    a tool set is no surprise 
    Scented hankies and hand soap 
    a five metre tape; 
    the least of all its supplies 

    Barley sugar and apples 
    a needle and thread 
    All contingencies planned 
    to soothe pending dread 

    One can’t be too ready 
    you see 

    For the keeper, trusty stash 
    of Earl Grey tea 

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  • haiku 8

    ocean’s weft
    spinifex cradles shifting form
    ever liminal

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  • Source of Man

    began

    deep in the grey,
    where rhythm knocks

    minds first
    of song
    then word —
    sparked
    then bloomed

    carried
    on primordial pulse
    into the now

    resolving

    in us

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  • Bellbirds’ Echo

    I recall a walk along the creek
    interest waning as a child’s will, constrained
    by the aeons required by one’s elders
    to ponder ancestry and heritage
    of a single, chance, velvety khaki leaf –
    and apparently all such leaves and their parents,
    at every few creeping paces

    I recall that walk along the creek
    my mother exclaiming at the beauty
    of a flash of red gleaming in the gully below,
    intense speculation from these two avid devotees
    of our native flora,
    my grandmother scrambling down the steep bank
    intent, determined, pausing,
    “… it’s an empty chip packet”

    I recall our walk along the creek,
    maybe nine or ten years old,
    the bellbirds chiming from their secret places
    the scent of the eucalypts
    that flash of red –
    a blending of childish
    senses, morphed
    into the adult
    perceptions
    that remain

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  • Stones

    one in the throat
    smooth and round
    choking adamantine
    impervious

    one in the belly heavy
    misshapen
    sharpish corners prod
    intruding

    one at the feet
    sinking
    into sucking mire

    yet still
    scope tickles
    deep
    at sparking core

    rolling these stones
    carefully

    nurturing

    opalescent gems
    become self

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  • Astigmatism

    all that I know is shaped 
    within 
    the opalescent membrane 
    of a looping 
    colour-bleached bubble 

    forever tethered 
    to our collective —  
    my tribe 

    stretched to the widest 
    of limited reach 
    while shadow self 
    whispers the way 

    beyond translucent caul 
    are shadows and light   
    in constant play — 
    never surely known 
    except by the tales 
    I’ve dreamt 
    to myself 

    today I ask, what shape 
    my space, how wide? 

    from in here 
    can I truly know 
    you, over there? 

    can we trust all we know 
    lands in truth? 

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  • None of This is the Truth

    A spoken word poem 


    brain fart 

    puff of self deception 
    cortisol coursing 
    discoursing 
    divorcing reality 

    thoughts false 
    true 
    false 
    ‘my truth’ 
    the truth 
    One Truth? 

    place 
    time 
    perceptions shifting 
    sands shaking 
    tomorrow’s truth in flux 
    yesterday’s truth 
    forgotten 
    reformed 
    reshaped 
    restyled 
    remade 

    a new truth 

    which truth mine? 
    which truth where to wear? 
    which truth to fight for? 
    which against? 

    for which to di—live 



    …breathe 

    none of this is truth 

    Image: home, Wagga Wagga NSW, Australia
    Reading: Anne Seebach
    Designed using Canva Pro

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  • Reading

    Mind hangs lazy
    on the hazy edge of real

    Couch cozy days
    scented with drifts of laughter
    wafting from beyond
    the wall

    A sleepy Sunday…. Monday?
    Whenday
    Drifting between the pages
    time bound, unbound, unravelled
    remade
    beating to the rhythm of the page

    Who is me?
    synapses patterning
    to the texture of the tale

    lines blurring
    merging
    emerging

    lifetimes traversing

    And somehow all of me
    before and now, is more than

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  • tanka 4

    starless night sky calls ~
    waning moon and dwindling sap
    murmurs in my veins
    budding change as old leaves fall
    rising heart for new bloom’s form

    Gurwood St Woolies, Wagga Wagga

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